Phase II has been a big week for me back in the states. Mad's car was certainly performing at a very mediocre level, making us a bit weary about the road trip we had planned through the wintry mountains. We decided to change plans, she sold her car and I decided to buy my own, which I had planned to do in San Francisco in January, en route to moving to Tahoe, but this way I will have that portion of my move out of the way, and Mad and I will be stress and hassle free on our road trip, which has now been significantly shortened by the car buying process.
Our plan to start The Abs Diet this week was thwarted by the tremendous number of options for dining out in LA, which we've done for just about every meal thus far, nice life, IMO. Anna, Mad's former roommate, has a friend named Miles who works on the show Real Time with Bill Maher, and incredibly, Miles got us tickets to see the season finale show, televised live. The show featured Ashton Kutcher, P. Diddy, Jon Meacham (editor of Newsweek), and Rep. Ileana Ros-Lehtinen (R-FL). The show was really a fun experience and very educational as well. Last night we went to Upright Citizens Brigade comedy club to see a show with a variety of comediens who were mostly hit or miss, but the host, Brody Stevens--who I swear was hammered, but Mad begs to differ--was hilarious.
I've played poker 3 nights since I've been here and have had little success. The first night I got 3rd in the $30r on AP for about $2k, offsetting a decent portion of my roughly $2500 of buyins that day. The second day I played I final tabled the evening $50 (1r+1a) on FTP. I went into the final table in 7th place, and the second or third hand in, I picked up 22 in the sb. Cutoff raised and with a little influence from a friend on AIM, I was persuaded to shove my 13ish BB stack over his 3x raise. I hate the shove only because when called I'm clearly never dominating, and in this case I was in fact crushed by his 66.
Sunday was frustrating but I felt I was much more focused and less mistake prone. I got 61st in the Stars 2nd chance, when my AK fell to AJ. Later on that evening, I found myself deep in the 11pm $109 2x which has a new blind structure since I left in October. The structure helps, but a tarnished table image doesn't, I got 12th place when at 3k/6k blinds, button 3x'd with a smallish stack, which obviously was surprising and made me a little weary of extreme strength, since he didn't just shove, but I was looking at KQs and felt it was too strong of a hand to lay down, especially since his OPR was experienced, he might just be trying to get us (the blinds) to level ourselves thinking he's strong. I shoved and was instantly called by the big blind who turned over A8o. I couldn't win the "race" (46/54), and $700 wasn't quite what I was hoping for when taking on the responsibility of a new car, but it will have to suffice.
I can think of several reasons why my results were sub-par this week. First I suppose I should start by saying that 3 losing days is hardly sub-par when it comes to tournament poker, but based on the month I had in September, let's just say my expectations were high.
- Rust - Having just returned to the states from a different world, jumping right back into my usual routine of 30+ tournaments in a day was maybe not the best idea, but I really liked the benefits of playing that many tournaments and was in a good routine before I left.
- Stress - With the prospect of buying a new car and all the implications going along with that and being in an unsettled and distracting environment rather than a home base were two factors that definitely accounted for sub-optimal playing.
- The "What can this money buy?" syndrome - I've read time and again how you have to desensitize yourself to money and you can't sit at the table and think, "Oh man, if I win this tourney, I could buy a new car!" I always thought that was such a random hypothetical situation, but I realized as I was playing I was very hopeful to win one of the many tournaments I was playing where first place was equal to or significantly greater than the total cost of the car!
This week I'm reading
The Abs Diet by David Zinczenko, editor-in-chief of Men's Health. It's very interesting and motivating, but while I say that, I've yet to take any action on diet and exercise, which I definitely need to do! It's very tough to start a diet or exercise routine in an unsettled and/or unfamiliar situation, as I've mentioned.
I saw the movie
Slumdog Millionaire, a sort of grim fairy tale about an Indian boy who gets a chance to be on Who Wants to Be a Millionaire and knows answers to the questions from childhood experiences. I saw the film at ArcLight, which is a very modern movie theater showing a wide variety of movies; we are in Hollywood, afterall. I hope the movie gets a lot of publicity, I highly recommend it.